A step forward

So at least I know I still have my BFF but communication is very limited! I smiled and was my self for the first time in a while last night! The gym makes me feel better! I’m gonna start kick boxing that will make me feel great! I haven’t been feeling like myself. I just don’t know who I am anymore. Most days I wanna curl up in a ball and do nothing! I’m enrolling into school tomorrow hopefully that makes me feel better…. Why do things work out the way they do I know everything happens for a reason but damn haha! The way they happen just sucks!