It may not happen again..

I have problems…. I have your normal every day problems… But I have female problems…. My grandmother, aunt, and my mother had the same problems! I need to make an appt but I’m scared of the outcome.. I may never be able to have any more kids! I miscarried already …. Could this problem be taking over my body and wrecking my emotions? I don’t know what I’d be able to do if I can’t have another child! Will I lose my husband? That is what I’m scared of.. I want to give him what he wants! If I can’t what will happen! I’m trying to think positive but he wants to start trying for another baby and I want one too and I want to be positive about this… Emotions are high! Oh boy!! Here we go another roller coaster ride!