Not right

Something just doesn’t seem right. He went out with his friends last night and was acting weird like twitching and just kept saying “I love you”. Although I love him too! Idk what’s going to happen. Like idk I feel like everything is up in the air. We have mor good days than bad but in the back on my head I think are we even going to make it? Or are we trying way too hard when we shouldn’t be trying hard we should be letting things run its course but still work? I just don’t know ! I need reassurance and I don’t have that! Maybe I’m depressed because of what’s going on with me or if I’m just depressed in general! Wish I had someone I could sit down with and talk to! I miss my BFF who is on r&r and having a great time in Europe he tells me how it is def ! Oh well another day just stronger feelings.